I wish you had a happy day, Lance Michael. I wish you had laughter and smiles on your face with your brothers around you. It’s been years since we’ve been together on your birthday and I just want to tell you how much you are loved by your only Mommy. I hope to celebrate your birthday someday with you soon, my Lance Michael. I love you truly, that is all that I can say, again and again. Oh may this love pierce your heart at last and that you will finally find your way back to me.